I wanna join Choir~!!

OMG!! The ones who aren't suitable 2 be in the Choir is ME AND JULIA!!!! I dun want lehx...or maybe i'm not be able to be in the Choir all my life! Pri sch also like tat, now also like tat...i waited for about 5... FIVE years!! And yet now still cannot go to Choir?! I can't stand it any longer! I die also must pass my next audition...!!!! I can't miss my chance ANY LONGER!!! I juz wanna be in the Choir, am i asking too much??!! Frm P2 till now! I dun care! I must go into Choir!! I must! I must! I must!!!!!! Die also must go!!!! Not intrested in any other CCAs except for Choir! If i join other CCA, i can be sure that i cannot survive there!!!!!!!! >( The conductor's really STRICT...!!! I dun care...i juz wanna join choir...if cannot, i die suan liaox (juz joking).
Hmmm... this really worries me... hope i could juz be in choir...juz wishing tat...it's my dream CCA since P2, u noe?! Why didn't God give me a chance???? :'( So sad...and worried....
Exercise...run realli hard...but feel much better then....
Geog...marked our papers....a lot of corrections (mine), 'cos I dunno how 2 do... Sci...realli getting very worried and tired...from the news, yar. Hope can concentrate better 2morrow. MT...I juz have some energy when i saw "Wu" teacher used the PC the very first time! LOLx..."Wu" teacher ask us who was shown on the screen and Jefferson said out the ans which was correct, so teacher ask him how he knew...he said 'cos teacher already put the name "Sun Zhong San" there liaox...lolx. CME...k, give my journal...nothing much...we had a quiz...on total defence day.
After sch, we got Lit. remedial...yi xin and me go to the library. Then we arrived late for our lit. remedial. K, then we juz like tat larx...nthing more...bb!