OMG!! Shocking news!!

OMG! I can't believe it!!! The HIM that I want to get to know IS ACTUALLY...my PRIMARY 5 CLASSMATE!!!!! Yesterday I go and flip my P6 the "year-book" and saw HIS full name there!!!!! OMG!!!!! I didn't expect this!!!! This almost shock me to death.
So HE WAS THE "ban jia min" that I called when I'm P5?!!!!!?!!!! O~wanna faint lex...no wonder he like know me...yuan lai...we're classmates before!!!!! HOW COULD IT BE??!!!! I DUN EVEN KNOW...BECOS I GOT NO VERY MUCH IMPRESSION OF HIM IN PRI SCHOOL...!!!!! How come? How come? How come? How come?!!! How could it be?!! Such a joke....lolx...that almost shocked me to death....
No wonder...ok, that solves MOST of the mystery lex... so shocked...
Since the HIM is I know one lex...and is nothing much more to hide, I might as well tell you the name...but befor that, I MUST say this VERY clearly - I have NEVER like him before, and not now too. So dun say that I like him, k?! Because I have never like him. The reason why I want to know him is because, just because, I want to ask him something only, ok?
So his name is : Benjamin Teh Wei Ming...
: Tell ya the truth, apart from me calling him "ban jia min" during P5, I actually have NO MORE impression lex...not even how he looks like. So pathetic...classmates but dunno each other...ya...thatz how I spend my Prim Sch dayx...
I kana faint when I saw his name in the "year-book" lohx...so shocked, didnt even know I am in the same class as him in P5...until yesterday...wa~after 2yrs+ then know lehx...
Such a joke...

My name...?

I dunno why...but like most people blog got put their own real name lehx...
Im not going to put my name in the profile...btw, AngelX IS my "name" ... at least can say so...but if you really want to know my real name...I'll tell you now, and dun ask me anymore...
My name is Cai Lin ... OKAY?!
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Haix...really verii sianx...Maths I havent do finish...cos very hard to do..the algebric expressions thingee...WHO CAN HELP ME??!!
I think I wont be able to pass up my work on time...haix...
Killer, dont be so excited about the HIM, okay?! Becos I wont tell you who is he...LOLX...Lamex
Choir yesterday is so lame...just only discuss about "HOW TO IMPROVE ON CHOIR"...for the whole of TWO HOURS!!!! This is lame...but luckily Wei Qing, Su Yu, Melody and Jamie keep cracking jokes at times of the conversation. Hahax...without them, I think the session will be damn boring lex...though its damn lame, but still okay lahx...but I still prefer to do my Holiday Assignmnets at home...
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Just now went for a hair-cut...and I buy a recorder at a shop...hahax...a very long time never play it liaox...and my old one is verii dirty so I abandon it lohx...
Oh ya!!!!!!!! Yi Xin!!! Tell you a GOOD news!!! I learnt the WHOLE song of the "Canon" liaox...!!!! Next time play the full song for you to listen...but there may be some errors here and there...becos I still cannot keep in the timing...!!
My comic...I got draw a bit more lex...I thought this holiday I can draw A LOT!! But...in the end...I do A LOT of homework instead...LOLX...
Thinking of composing a song now...lolx...I got many ambitions...bcos I everytime copy-cat. See what others do I oso wanna do...like comic, see other publish comics, I oso draw. Piano, see others play, I osos learn to play. Now the composing song thing, see others can write a song so well, I oso want to follow...LOLX...but like that good lahx...can learn a lot of things...lolx...
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Enrichment is ending!! Now I think I like bowling more and more lex...hahax..the swiss enrichment noticeboard...luckily the photo didnt shoot dao wo...I mean got but not the face...If you go and see, you'll easily spot which one is me...becos my shoes are very special...
Wanling's photo is even more ming xian...such a BIG photo of her...just that she didnt lift her head up...hmm...woonder is she got see it or not? LOLx.
Ok, that's for today. Gotta do homework now!! Byex!!! ._.''' LoLx ..Xp
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On going to 100!!!

Erm...3 days le...and the counter only jump up by 4...?????? Why my blog so unpopluar???? Haix...
Now, still got HW!!!!!!!!! I doing some research for my Lit Creative Writing.....so came and take a look at my blog... such a disappiontment...no one even tag at the tagboard..what hell larx...
oh ya, Eunice, I've recieved ur letter!!! But i think now is me who will be replying late lex...hope u dun mind.
I'm bored...to death...anyone can help me??? Haix....so sianx...school work is tiring me out!!!! Holiday is hell...i agree to that. LOLx...
Pls remind me that I still owe Vanessa a pen...I lost hers when I borrowed from her...and I still havent buy a new one for her yet...I dun want to owe anybody anything this year...
Yi Xin! Zhi Ying! You still owe my my Detective Conan comic books hor!!!! From last year till now lex....remember to return by this year!!!! You "see" me?!
Haix..thats all, byex

Holiday...?

Is this a real holiday for us? I dun even think that this is a holiday...needa go back for CCA and got so many HW. Especially the CME...very hard to search for info...so bored so I come blog lex...Tml still got CCA, but luckily is in the afternoon...at least better.
Last Saturday the performance at blk 350 is lame lohx...dun even know if the old people know what we're singing or not...lol...and at some parts, i sang the wrong lyrics...lolx...i hope no one found it out....lolx....very sianx and tired that day becos we're the last to perform andwe waited for hours lohx...haix....
Mum said that the Kemin Pri CO play halfway, the VIP (or wateva) came and the wu long thing the noise is louder the CO, and making them needa stop that halfway...lolx...no wonder the CO took so long to finish their performance....
Now...Im researching...found that no one came to my blog lohx...isit that I didn't update then all dun want to come huh? Can read my older posts one mahx....give some comments lohx...tag at the tagboard lohx....at least let me know that there are people reading my blog mahx...hao bu rong yi yao hit 100 lex...the counter....so do make it go to 100 quickly!!!!!!!!!! Pls!!!!!! LOLx....You can everyday tag oso nv mind one lohx...jus come lahx...my tagboard is oso like very long no one go and tag one lohx...pls leave messages there!!!!!!! Thanks.
That's all, byex.

Yeah~!

Wa~! Mr Seow forgive me lex....hahax...lol...i e-mail him apologising...then he said dun feel bad abt it, and must control my emotions..........k,k, i try lahx...lolx, but still, he told me to revise during the holidays...........lolx....why every teacher always like that one huh? LOLx....too happy for words le...........................KOOOCHIIII, IM SO HAPPIIEEEEE!!!!

SORRY!!!

Today an unhappy (and funny?) thing happened at sci lab...I think everyone knows abt it lex....but I did it accidentally...and its also my nature to use my hand to bang or my foot to stamp if a joke is very funny...but I didn't know THE CLOCK WILL FALL OFF FROM ITS NAIL ON THE NOTICEBOARD.... I really dunno, and I really very sorry about it lohx...It's accidentally one...I didn't mean it. It feels so bad for me. Wanna to apologize but no courage to...I hope Mr. Seow won't blame me...and the school too...anyway, I dun think the clock is spolit....juz from falling off the nail...if it's spolit, then....erm....I dunno...maybe pay or buy another one lohx...just hope no one blames me for today's incident on the clock falling off becos I use my hand to bang on the noticeboard. (BTW, I really didn't know that I've banged so hard until the clock came off from the nail one lohx....)

My Leg Pain!!!

Today never go CCA...first time lehx...because leg pain lohx...all becos my and Mr Lim's fault. He told us to run many extra rounds after school and I leg muscle cramp, then later in classroom, I trip over the wire and hit my knee...it blue-black lehx...so leg pain. Lame...
Im playing Habbo hotel...but my friends' list is FULL!!! Cannot add any more lex...so pro horx? LOLx...Byex

Thanks, people!

Thank you people (Kai Sim, Zhi Ying, Adeline)!!! Thanks for comforting me...a zillion thank you(s) to you people! :) Thanks for letting me know that I'm not THAT lonely as I thought I am...:>
By the way, I've change my blogskin lehx!!!!! Nice ba? I think it is...cute and nice...and now the search for the glimmer of hope is...to find the way to open the door that I've always been closing between me and those I'm not that familiar with in the school...yea...I hope I can...like, talk more to MY seniors (frankly, I really admire Wei Hui - She communicates with Choir seniors so well...even with new teachers too...and she always have so many sec 3/4 friends...). Now my sec 3/4 friends only got Kai Sim they all...from Girl Guides...so pathetic...I'm not good friends with my Choir seniors...LOLX...
Really hope one day I can communicate with my seniors, my classmates and the new teachers well. And maybe it's because this lack of communication that cause me to think that I'm lonely. Maybe I've to start to be more zhi dong dian...but I think it still needs some more time...but my goal is before graduation from this school. :)

Com problem

Damn computer...play halfway needa restart...and keep jamming...stupid.
Juz now jammed again.

Damn people

I dunno how many times I've been sad for this stupid thing. Sometimes I really cried about it. Why does this thing always makes me sad? I dunno. Just sad.
The damn things that always make me cry is that knowing that my ex-pri sch friend, now in this school, juz didn't even smile or wave at me when I smile and wave at them. Especially a damn someone. I know this is rude, but she NEVER ever even smile at me when she saw me lohx.
Another is that a few people visits my blog only lohx...and very few people link me only too...and the most sad thing...no one's blog got mention about me...no one writes about me one...
see how sad this is?? And these are the damn, stupid things that makes me cry.
The ET teacher is also a damn guy. He always says we're not mentally strong enough...shit lahx...I dun want to be as mentally strong as him and like him so crazy liaox...shit hime lorx...our health is impoartant, but if our body can't take it means can't. And worst, what if can't take it until got sick? Whose responsibilty?
Haix...in this world, there are so many damn things to talk about. Damn sad, damn angry, damn funny, damn weird, damn scary, damn happy.......and the list continues... but my life...I dunno, but it seems to be filling with loneliness and sadness and a bit of happiness, and scariness, angriness and weirdness...LOLX...byex